Betrayal doesn’t just come to you out of the blue. You have doubts and suspicions, but instead of expressing yourself, you deny and carry on hoping that your intuition is wrong. When a feeling of doubt comes up, your mind is consciously aware of the feeling but denies it. The feeling comes up three times in total. When it’s denied expression the third time, like in the game of baseball, you’re out, your mind is in the gap, and it goes on auto-pilot according to its imprints, programs and beliefs. All this happens in the blink of an eye. The key to healing is in spotting and ending one’s denials.
Category Archives: Soul (Will) – Intuition-feelings-emotions
SV-114G – I Am – Religion
When you were born, you weren’t born with any religious beliefs or traditions; they were taught to you by your parents and others. Religion, like government, is organized. Religion tries to be a substitute for spirituality and as such, has rules and Belief Systems (BS) that they use to control you. When you identify yourself as etc., “I Am a Catholic,” you accept their BS as a part of who you are, and not as something that you are experiencing.
SV-113G – I Am – Government
I begin to explain how the government, through your birth certificate that your parents felt obliged to submit to the government, controls you. Your birth name ie, “Jane Doe”, appears on all government documents as “JANE DOE.” The Government is a fictitious entity, an artificial construct and not a person. The secret to the success in being society controllers, is that they have made you believe that Jane Doe is JANE DOE, and that you have to comply to their rules and mandates.
SV-112A – Identifying Denied Rage
Denied anger and rage is the most common form of expression. The anger and rage that is easily identified is where there are verbal threats and/or physical violence. What is harder to identify is when it’s disguised as passive aggressive, where they “act” loving, kind and nice, but underneath it all is their wanting to manipulate and control you. For an empaths that feels the unlovingness, what they need to do, but what is also one of the hardest things to do, is to give yourself the benefit of the doubt by asking the person, “What is your intent?” Doing that clears the air and their control over you. Narcissists are great ones at using passive aggressive techniques.
SV-111F – Dealing with Aggression
As an empath, part of your fear and terror is that you are unloved, rejected, threatened and attacked, just to name a few issues. Those that are attacking you might be physically aggressive or passive aggressive. Their attack is two-fold. One is to have you activated into your denied fear so that they can manipulate and control you so that they can feed on the love energy that you are denying. And the second reason is that as long as you are in denial and fear their disproval and wrath, you will not express the love that you are, as the presence of love terrifies them.
SV-110H – Trying to be Accepted
The most common heartbreak for an Empath is the lack of love, of being accepted. Empaths try to fit in, but unbeknownst to them, they’re trying to fit in with people that are not loving. The real problem is that you’re afraid to challenge the unloving people that you are trying to fit in with, that are controlling and manipulating you. Instead, you try to be like them and that doesn’t feel good either.
SV-109G – I Am – Worth and Identity
Society bases ones identity and worth on their vocation and financial status. Becoming aware that this does not define who and what you are, is an important step to self-empowerment.
SV108G – I Am
Empaths forget that they’re a spiritual being having a physical experience and are not what society (the system) identifies them as. By buying into a false identity, like “I am a carpenter” etc, you set yourself up to the belief that what you are experiencing is who you are, and in that, you judge your self-worth by how much money you earn to make a living.
Vlog – SV-105G – People Pleasers
Just an intro to a HUGE topic, and one that Empaths can relate to.
A common trait of empaths is that they go through life putting other peoples feelings and needs ahead of theirs in order to make them happy, believing that that makes them a kind and loving person.
Vlog – SV-104F – Fear of Water (2)
SV -104F – Fear of Water (2) is an addition to the previous video SV-103F. I’m finding it difficult to cover all that I want to say, as I could write a book just on fear… The other thing is that fear and terror are not stand-alone issues, as there is also anger and rage and heartbreak issues involved, as real healing is a multi-layered process. And even if you may deal with the combination, that’s not to say there is more that needs to be resolved at a later time and place.
When one has a fear of say, “water,” water is not the problem. The problem is the unresolved traumatic “experience” that you had with water. How you heal the fear is to have an experience that will shock and activate you. When that happens, if you can have the awareness that it isn’t the “same” experience that traumatized you, that it’s an opportunity for you to re-live that shocking moment and feel and express everything that was denied, healing can happen. Later, you will have another experience with water, but this time you will have the awareness that you are not “re-acting,” but are “responding” to the experience.
Vlog SV-103F – Fear (Fear of Water)
In this video, I discuss fear and its many forms, in particular, fear of water. I created a “Table of Contents” on my website shenreed.com where you can also get more information on my blogs, books and these videos. You can also clink on Vlogs in the menu.
Fear is like a door, behind which are lost parts of your emotional being. Most fears can be traced back to an unresolved traumatic experience, where you denied and suppressed the feelings and emotion you were having in the moment. Later, and until the issue is resolved, avoiding facing your fear creates anxiety and also limits your and others life experiences. Opening the door takes love and courage and with that intent, healing is possible.
Vlog SV-102G – Intent to Heal
To heal and empower yourself, you have to be willing to do what you’ve never done before, and includes doing the opposite of what you have been doing. You need to challenge everything you believe to be true, especially about love, life and your feelings and emotions. Intent has to be real and heartfelt, or it’s just an act.
SV-102G Intent to Heal – is my second Vlog dealing with the Empath’s dilemma. I created a “Table of Contents” on my website shenreed.com where you can also get more information on my blogs, books and these videos.
Vlog SV-101 – The Empath’s Dilemma
My name is John Rieger but I also go by my pen name, Shenreed. I’m an empath, so I know what an empath goes through. Years ago, when my personal and small business world collapsed, I became frustrated with my life and traditional dogma and began my spiritual journey, my search for truth, love, and the meaning of life.
My metaphysical journey is an eclectic blend of science and spirituality. where I’n both the observer and the subject, and when I think I have a solution, I submerge myself in the experience to know if my hypothesis is accurate and valid. After years of trial and error, I discovered that my so-called negative feelings and emotions were not the cause of my problems and issues, or my flaws or weakness, but were my power, and were directly related to my denials of them. The problem with denial was that my problems and issues were being reflected to me. When I ended my denials and replaced self-hatred with self-love, my reality shifted. I was excited to share the tools and insights I experienced and subsequently wrote and published three books, as well as creating my website and blogging.
The intent of these vlogs is to help other empaths understand and heal their emotions and issues and to empower themselves. While we all have different experiences, the so-called “negative emotions” are universal. Some of the issues empaths have are that they believe they have to control their feelings and emotions to make others happy an be accepted. They are also targeted by unloving Narcissists using gaslighting techniques to manipulate and control them
Modern medicines “mental health” approach is of no use to an empath. The approach they use is basically cognitive therapy to maintain a “positive” attitude and failing that, they put you on prescription drugs. With no real help, empaths turn to food, alcohol, cigarettes, drugs, work, exercise, pets, hobbies, religion, etc, to help them cope with their reality.
Empaths have gifts and talents and by far, the most important one is the ability to feel the presence of loving and unloving energy. They also have the ability to feel what another person is experiencing and feeling, and often take on these emotions and then feel drained. They also possess psychic abilities like clairvoyance, clairaudience, etc., but fear to share them.
These are just some of the issues and topics I’ll be addressing in my vlogs that I hope will serve as an inspiration and a self-help tutorial to enable Empaths to begin to understand and heal and empower themselves. I plan to host them on YouTube and BiitChute and my websites. For quick reference, they will have a title and an ID number. I also plan on making them from 3-5 minutes in length, as I’d like them to be more of a “food for thought” tutorial where you need to begin to put the pieces of the puzzle together for yourself.
Well, it’s taken me a while, but I finally did it. This is my first Vlog and making the video was, and is, a learning curve, so forgive any amateurishness. The videos are going to be a replacement for the fourth book, “The Empath’s Dilemma” that I was going to write 7 years ago, but never did for multiple reasons. I’ll be creating a Table of Contents on my website shenreed.com where you can also get more information on these videos.
Says 488 – Military panicked when they saw the future
Time-lines are merging, and it’s coming down to the end of the game for the elites that have been in power for eons. They can’t change the outcome; they can only prolong the game, and that is what is happening right now. However… don’t fool yourself into thinking that you’re going to be “saved” by some miracle because you aren’t in the “elite” or 1% class, those that are the super rich and powerful and also the behind the scene players.
While I say the 1%, it’s far greater than that. The 1% can be compared to the top of a military organization, and then you have all the rank and file beneath them. The order followers, including those that directly or indirectly offer support in any number of ways. The people involved are in every station and walk in life, and most just consider their reality as normal.
There are presently two realities co-existing on Earth in the same space and time. One reality contains those that are loving and empathic and can feel the energy of love. They are loving, open and expansive. The other reality is what forms the elite and their minions. They are unloving, but “act” loving and caring, and are closed and controlling. The problem is that both groups have been trying to change the other, and so far, the unloving elite group have been in control through the use of the unseen role of denial. The thing that gives them power and control over the loving group, are one’s denials, especially the denial of one’s REAL feelings and emotions towards the energy and actions of the unloving group. Denial of real emotional expression is actually submitting or giving your power away to those that want to control you. The count-down is under way and one’s choices are going to determine which reality you will go with.
NOTE: This post has been edited – 2022-03-02
Here is a link to the ORIGINAL INTERVIEW
Says 486 – Ending personal denials and the facade
It doesn’t matter if it’s a Denial Spirit, or a Love Spirit in denial, they are treated the same way with self-love coming first. By self-love, I mean for your Will that can feel the unloving light and its intent and denials in each encounter and allowing your Will (intuition, feelings and emotions) unconditional expression.
You’re trying to please people that can’t be pleased and help people that can’t be helped.
Says 485 – Dual reality ending.
This is my first post for 2022. It’s a Channeled Message that I got 2021 July 23 – 6:20 am
The mixing of the two realities, of duality, is coming to an end. Loving essence desiring life, expansion and freedom, and unloving essence that desires compression, death and loss of consciousness; will each have what they desire. No longer will there be the pressuring and over-powering of each, trying to force the other to be like them.
Those that desire light, life and love will now let go of all that does not seek it, that is within them and upon them, so that their light can shine and they can reclaim their power and essence that they either gave to others, or that others took from them.
There will be chaos and turmoil as this separation occurs, as the wheat is separated from the chaff. There will be a gathering of many tribes and colours as they begin to reclaim lost essence and know their destiny path and right place.
Mass consciousness will be replaced by collective consciousness as the community of all that is, all is one, is remembered and formed, or rather, gathered and assembled, like pieces of the puzzle; as the woven fabric, tapestry, of space and time.
The above message ties into one that I got over 20 years ago “Going in Circles”
Says 481 – PRESS RELEASE – Covid Scam-demic
I saw a post on MeWe (USA) that stated there was no law (on the books) regarding covid. That rung a bell with me and so I came up with this meme.
So if you wondered why provinces and cities had their own covid, mask and vax rules.. you now know why… If you bought into the orchestrated press releases… you were duped.
Reminds me of Orson Well’s, “War of the Worlds” Radio broadcast that people believed was true and sent them into a panic.
It’s also a reminder of the POWER of the WORD to stir the mind and emotions. To inspire the imagination or instill fear and loathing..
Says 480 – People don’t understand the “they” in a position of power
Near the end of the video when David talks about low vibration, what he misses is what causes ones vibration to become lower. The cause is the DENIAL and suppression of true feelings and emotions in the moment they are experienced, NOT by the psychopath, but by the ones that the psychopath is seeking to control. What was wanting to move, to vibrate with love, is stopped (denied) and so the overall vibration of that Essence is slowed or lowered. The denied energy is what the psychopath feeds on… End denials and stop the food supply.
“THEY” use FEAR as “their” favourite weapon to CONTROL the minds of their subjects. Once they control the mind, they control the body and is why you’re seeing so many people OBEYING and COMPLYING to do what they are told with this covid scam-demic. They are AFRAID to face the truth of their fear, and so by denying their fear, they give their power away and become slaves to the SYSTEM that “they”, the psychopaths, control.
David talks of “they” as being the psychopaths in a position of power and mentions the HARE Psychotherapy checklist
Says 470 – A woman taking her power back
It’s nice to see women taking their power back from sexist men that view them as sex objects. Sure, some guys will say it’s just auys doing what guys do and it’s innocent fun… That mentality belongs with the dinosaurs. Time to wake up men… or be like the dinosaurs and go extinct.
This all happened in the moment and there is no discussion… STOP the abuse… PERIOD.
Says 468 – Nanoparticles in Masks, Swabs and injections
If you have any doubts about what is going on with this plan-demic… you need to see this video
Magnetic Nanoparticles in the Injections, Masks and Swabs
Says 464 – Words – The power to free or enslave.
The unseen power of WORDS, and how easily PROGRAMMED most of humanity has become to blindly OBEY the dictates of the few that have taken the position of RULER and controller.
Becoming aware of your “I AM” statements is critical to freeing yourself from the matrix of the WORDS that hold you in your present denial based reality. The video below should give you some “food for thought” on how powerful words are.
Says 445 – Brainwashing 101 – Herd Mentality
Says 430 – Done with Facebook, moving to MeWe
I’ve had it with Facebook and their fascist tactics. Over the past few months, I had several posts fact-checked and labeled as false, or deleted because they did not comply to community standards. Finally, they banned me for a month and I just out a few days ago. I was banned for posting this meme of Germany and mask wearers.
A friend suggested MeWe a few months ago, and while I joined, I was reluctant to start over. I feel that now it’s time to not only start over, but also time for a change and that I’ll be heading in a new direction. I’m no longer going to try to wake people up to the present unloving and corrupt old world reality. I’ve been posting for years and if they can’t see and feel it by now, so be it. Instead, I’m going to focus on connecting with other like-minded and like-feeling people and help create a new reality. How? I don’t know…. yet. The old world reality is and will collapse, and like the phoenix, the new reality will emerge from its ashes.
I’ve also started two groups at MeWe. One is called the Heart Centre that deals with feeling, healing and understanding emotions and much more, and the other is a RUOW (Right Use Of Will) group for those working with those books. If you care to join me at MeWe, my link is shenreed My previous post says 428 was the beginning of my new path.
Says 423 – Journeys from the Heart Centre (eBook 1 Free)
Journeys from the Heart Centre – Meditation as a tool for healing and Self-empowerment
My first book is free in the following eBook formats: PDF, ePub and Kindle Mobi.
You can either download it from any internet eBook provider or from my website, Shenreed.com
Table of Contents
• Introduction
• Chapter 1 – Wellness and Self-empowerment Tools
• Chapter 2 – Breath, Grounding, Relaxing, and Centering
• Chapter 3 – Denial Based Meditation
• Chapter 4 – Non-Denial Based Meditation
• Chapter 5 – Visualization Journeys
• Chapter 6 – Animal Guides and Totems
• Chapter 7 – Clearing your Astral Attachments
• Chapter 8 – Exploring Past Lives
• Chapter 9 – Life Guides and Higher Self
• Chapter 10 – Conscious Channeling
• Chapter 11 – Feeling, Healing and Understanding Emotions
• Chapter 12 – Multi-dimensional Journeys
• Chapter 13 – Other Journeys
• Conclusion
• About the Author
• Appendix
Says 413 – The illusion – the game – the dual reality.
I was thinking of this covid-19 plandemic and how the world governments and political leaders have gotten away with shutting down businesses and controlling the public. My initial reaction to hearing about the virus was one thing, and the governments, medical and media spin and the numbers game was another that raised red flags and I remembered information that I had that now began to make sense. Government politicians, bureaucrats, judges, lawyers, police, military, etc. are all working for a corporation, a factitious entity that is only real on paper. There are also numerous private corporate agencies working for different levels of government, all claiming to have “authority” and control over you.
We come into this world as a sovereign being; free of any political affiliation, religion, race, social status or corporate identity. However, the moment we are born, that all changes. Through social customs, traditions and beliefs, our parents applied for a birth certificate because they were told, and naively believed it was required by the Federal government and its bureaucrats. The government using the name your parents gave you, issued you a birth certificate (corporate identity) using your name, example JOHN SMITH, along with giving you a S.I.N. number with which to identify and control you on your financial journey through life. This corporate identity is also known as your STRAWMAN and has many functions. To the government, you aren’t considered a human being; to them, you are more like collateral, like livestock that is recorded in inventory to be accessed as required. Upon your death, your dependants need to submit a death certificate, thus taking you out of inventory.
This was all imposed upon us as an infant, when we were incapable of knowing what was happening and expressing our desires and choices; we had no choice. Since then, we have been led to believe that our corporate STRAWMAN and our physical Sovereign being are one and the same. We have been intentionally lied to and led to believe that because we live in a democracy, that we are free, and that freedom includes a vote for the candidate of our choice. What we don’t know, and what we aren’t told, is that voting for a political party and candidate is really giving them CONSENT to rule us.
Any communication with any form of government or one of its agencies or a corporation like your job, taxes, bank account, credit cards, health-card, driver’s license, insurance, telephone, etc. are never addressed to you personally, but to your STRAWMAN, that you have come to believe is you. Your strawman’s name will always be in capital letters. The only mail you will ever get that is personalized, meaning, only the first letter of your first and last name is In capital letters, (John Smith) will be from family and friends.
Now here’s where things get interesting. Any government authority figure, official or employee, also has a birth certificate and a corporate identity, a strawman that is recognized by the Government. Those working for the government are people choosing to follow orders crafted by others higher up on the corporate ladder who are also choosing to following orders of the unseen rulers hiding behind a veil of secrecy. People working for the government (a corporation) in a position of power, may claim they have the authority to make and enforce regulations, statutes, laws and rules, etc, but any such edicts are only valid as far as they concern the government and your strawman, they do NOT apply to your sovereign physical being. Controlling the strawman is part of their game, and while they also have a strawman, the rules don’t apply to them as they claim PIE (Privilege, Impunity and Entitlement).
The only jurisdiction a representative of a government or one of its agencies has, is related to the strawman and not to the individual sovereign human being. Saying that something is compulsory, mandatory, or the law is only a veiled attempt to get you to agree and submit to their authority. They can’t enforce what they claim WITHOUT YOUR CONSENT and agreement, and they know it. That is also why they’ve deliberately created this confusion between your sovereign being and your strawman; getting you to believe they are one and the same. Every regulation, statue, rule or law that they can get people to consent to, like what has been happening globally with the covid-19 plandemic and subsequent lockdowns and restrictions placed on people, just increases governments control and takes away personal freedom. The more confusion they can create and the more consent they can get, the more power people give them.
When a person rejects these “authority” figures, they will either try to intimidate and threaten you with fines, arrest or even physical violence and if that doesn’t break you, then they will play the good cop routine and try to coerce you into giving up your power and consenting to their demands. Unless you co-operate and consent to their demands, they have no power except that which you give them. You give them your power whenever you are in denial of expressing your true feelings in the moment you feel them in your present experience. You need to express everything you intuitively feel, including any feelings, emotions and physical expression. Not that you’ll need to use physical force, but that you are willing to defend your body to any physical attack on it.
Well that’s my hypothesis on how the game of the old-world system operates. The thing is that you can’t win if you continue to play the rigged game by their rules. To win, or rather, to be free of the old-world reality and begin to create a new reality, you have to stop playing their game. Now to put it to the test to see how a New-World can be created as the old-world and those that support it implodes.