Monthly Archives: February 2012

Says 12 – Another Apple fast/cleanse

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2012 Feb 15, Today I started my three day Apple fast / cleanse  and for some reason it’s really affecting me quickly. Usually my Body doesn’t start to react until the second day, but today I have a dull headache and I’ve had three, one-hour catnaps today. That may also be due to the fact that I have very little to eat after breakfast yesterday. I also feel cold and my bones and my muscles are aching. During my last catnap I was feeling the heartbreak of lost innocence and the following words came to me.

                                                 

 Lost innocence: 

When you realize that telling the truth is not acceptable, but telling a lie is.

When you become ashamed of your body, and how you look.

Says 11 – Editing my Books introduction

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 2012 Feb 13 Monday 11:00 am Yesterday I began gathering the bits and pieces of my introduction to books  2 and 3 that I’ve revised the number of times over the past three years.  The trouble I’ve had is that because my originally manuscript was never published, and because it was quite long, as it also contained an appendix of the tools I use on my journey, I decided to divide it and create two books.  I removed the appendix (no pun intended) and expanded it. This book then became my first self-published eBook. At that time, instead of finishing and publishing the remaining manuscript, I decided to create a third that was directly related to the other two.

So then I was working on a trilogy which means that there will be some points in the introduction that need to be repeated in each book, especially if the books are not read in the order they are published, so that the reader has an idea of what the book is about. Creating these separate yet common introductions is where I’ve been getting hung up.

Today I feel comfortable that I’ve got book3 sorted out, at least as far as the main content of the introduction goes, but I still have book 2 to sort out. Once that’s finished, I can begin in earnest to finalize both books and get them self-published as eBooks. After that I want to look at getting them published as paperbacks.  If you are interested in my free published ebook, and my pre-published versions of ebook  2 and 3 you can download them from my website at shenreed.com 

Says 10 – Medical & Scientific community and the Body

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Feb 05  Sunday 9:03 am The medical and scientific community have found the ways and means to fix body parts that are no longer functioning with their healthy youthfulness.  The disease and pain that the  Body is holding is treated  with the use of drugs, and when that doesn’t work, it’s surgery, with physicians doing anything from heart to cosmetic surgery, including artificial replacements and organ transplants. All these are ways of extending life by giving the Mind, the Body it wants, while allowing the Mind to continue to deny the  Will and Body, with the Body being the one holding the results of the Minds denials.

 Eventually I see the medical and scientific community coming to a point where they can create an artificial body and just implant the Mind into it, much like an Android, part flesh, part robot creating a society  that has become cold and heartless like the Borg’s on the TV series Star Trek.

11:00 am The mind also uses the body to do things so that it can be distracted from what the Will, (feelings and emotions) is bringing up that it doesn’t want to deal with. In the process, the Body is also forced (be default) to hold the unloving light that Spirit (Mind) is directing at the Will through its denials. Thoughts are energy as are feelings and emotions, and if they are not expressed and released, but denied, they have nowhere to go but back on to the Will and then stored in the Body.

Healing the Body is just as difficult, if not even more so than healing the Will, (Feelings and emotions)  as the Body holds both the denials of the Spirit and Will. It’s like the Body is a slave in many ways, and is dictated to by the Mind.

One cause of disease – many forms.

Says 09 – My Body is trying to tell me something!

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2012 Feb 05 Sunday 7:45 am I’m not feeling well. I have a cold, stuffy nose, sore throat, earache and my hearing is partially blocked in my left ear. I also feel sick to my stomach, tired, exhausted and weak. As I was feeling all these things in my body, I also felt how my Mind does not like what it feels. It wants the body to be fine, healthy, active, useful, and is disappointed with the Body when it can’t do what the Mind wants it to do. The Minds rejection of the Body is similar to its rejection of the Will (intuition, feelings and emotions) when it doesn’t like what the Will is feeling and so it rejects and denies her.

This is why there is an alliance between the Will and Body as the Body and Will both feel things and sensations. When the feelings and sensations are pleasant, the Mind (Spirit) has acceptance for them, but when they are not pleasant or don’t agree with what the Mind desires, or expects, the Mind rejects and denies them. When the Mind (Spirit) rejects the Will or Body, what they receive is not Spirits light, but either a mix of light and denial, or total rejection and denial. Denial is nothing, is death. So when the Mind does not like what it feels from the Will/Body polarity it is, by its non-acceptance, giving them denial and death to hold in their energy field.

The more the Mind denies, the more the Body becomes sick and ages and the more numb the Mind feels, thinking that numb is better than the unpleasantness it would feel if it accepted what the Body and Will was telling it. The Body gets sick and ages as it is not only holding the Minds denial energy of the Body, but also the Minds denial energy of the Will, as this energy has no place else to go, as the Mind will not accept it and allow it to be expressed (released). Showing illness and aging is also the Bodies way of showing the Mind what it is being forced to hold by the Minds denials and the more the mine hates and denies what the Body reflects, the more is being shown.

What used to give the Mind pleasure was the body sensations of sight, sound, taste, smell, and touch along with an adrenaline rush and sexual orgasm. But with all the repeated denials through time this has since accounted for the Body’s diminished ability to respond in the same manner it did when it was younger, and holding less denial. All of the body’s ability to provide pleasure for the Mind have gradually diminished. It can’t see, hear, taste or touch like it used to and the Body is not as agile and quick so it can’t do the things that used to give it an adrenaline rush, and the sexual drive of youth and orgasm has also diminished. All these negative issues also leave the Body with Minds judgments on the Body of what’s the use. I’m getting old. I’m no good, useless. I’m not wanted, not desired, and the list goes on and on. These are similar judgments that the Mind has given the Will that is also denied and rejected.

So how do I heal this?

  • Do I need to feel everything that the body is holding and feeling?
  • Do I need to find a release to judgments the mind has on the Body?
  • Do I need to go back in time to find the original cause?

I’ve gone blank

I don’t feel that it’s only acknowledging what the body is feeling now, but also going back like I did/do with the Will to find the original cause.

Says 08 – Russia, China veto UN Security Council Syria resolution

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It’s interesting that the US is pressing the UN for a regime change in Syria, stating that the current political system is corrupt and limiting civil liberty and freedom. It’s the same rhetoric that the US used against Egypt and Libya to de-stabilize the region and look at what is happening in those countries now. Yesterday, Russia and China both voted to veto any UN resolution move against Syria, thus thwarting US efforts to undermine yet another Middle East Arab nation.

Of course, the US is intentionally blind to the fact that they are doing the same thing to their very own citizens. While they are not using military force, (yet) the groundwork is in place. Meanwhile the US has silently and covertly legislated the end to civil liberties and most US citizens are still oblivious to the fact that they no longer have the freedom they once had. I’m also sure that if other members of the UN demanded that the US stop its current practice of undermining civil liberty and freedom, that those in power would reject any such motion as meddling in their internal affairs, and would veto any attempt of the UN to interfere with what the government has planned. It’s the classic hypocritical golden rule of “do as I say, not as I do.”

The USA took Afghanistan and Iraq by force under bogus claims of 911 terrorism and weapons of mass destruction. Now that they have established an “unopposed” foothold in the Middle East, they are putting plan B into action by de-stabilizing the region. This is not a new plan as they have been planting the seeds, and the ways and means to do this over the past few decades. The old adage “United we stand, divided we fall,” is what they are using to gain control of the oil rich Middle East.

That brings me back to Syria. With Russia and Chine both supporting the present Syrian government, I don’t think that Israel will risk attacking Syria as a way to get to Iran because that would bring the military forces of Russia and China into the equation and that is not something that Israel and the US are looking for. As long as they can fight and over-power stone throwing civilians and poorly armed so-called rebels, they are happy to be the bully and run rough shod over whoever they are attacking.

Says 07 – Israel getting ready to attack Iran.

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For the past couple of months I’ve had the feeling that Israel and the USA are getting ready to invade Iran. The present US political push to remove the Bashar al-Asad’s government from power in Syria  would open the door to civil chaos and unrest like it did in Egypt and  Libya. It would be a catalyst for Israel to get involved in yet another conflict, not with Syria, per say, as that would only be a pretence, but with Iran, that has been a long-standing thorn in the side of Israel.

The slightest act, or perceived act of aggression from Syria,  toward Israel would be seen as an act of terrorism (by the USA and Israel) that would give  Israel the green light and so-called “grounds”  to invade Syria,  the same way it ruthlessly invaded Lebanon back in 2006/2007  

Once Israel invades Syria, it’s only a short hop across Iraq (US controlled) to the borders of Iran. While Israel would focus on a Northern push against Iran, the Americans would rattle their sabers in the Persian Gulf, as well as in Afghanistan, thus executing a three-pronged attack upon Iran and if, not if, but when, either Israel, or the US decides to launch an attack on Iran, all hell will break loose.

US Dept of State facts and figures on Syria   Read between the lines…  to find the truth that is hidden

Says 06 – Social Rage and Hatred

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2012 Feb 03

For the past few days, I’ve been getting vivid images of rage and hatred, along with torture and murder, flashing through my mind.  Sometimes they were attacks on innocent victims, but mostly it was in retaliation to being attacked. I know they are not my thoughts, but that of society (mass consciousness) in general, as I feel a lot of people are getting fed up with the aspects of society that don’t care about other people or the planet.  The have’s, that don’t care about anything but themselves. I feel that it won’t take much to send these people over the edge and make the French revolution look like Mary Poppins.

Says 05 – Nose, ear, and throat issues

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In 2011 June 30  Post 806 Hearing issues I had an ear and throat infection and while I thought I got rid of it and had cured my ear problem, I’ve never been really able to clear the feeling that I’m still coming down with something. I’d be fine for a week or two and then feel I was getting a cold, and that would last a week or so without any real break. It’s also put my exercise routine on a hold.

Well during the past couple of months, I’d be sneezing  like crazy one day, and then feel fine for two or three days. Then I’d get a runny nose for a day, and then be fine for another two or three, and then I’d have a tickle in my chest/throat and I’d be coughing for a day or two and then I’d be fine, and then I’d start the cycle all over again.  It’s been really weird.

Well yesterday, on top of my sneezing and coughing I also got my ear infection back. It’s not as bad as the last time, but it is sore and I have diminished hearing in my left ear. I’ll be putting some olive oil into it for the next few days to see if I can get it unblocked, if not, I’ll have to see my Doc and get the wax syringed out of my ear.