SV-118H – Past and Expectation

When dealing with heartbreak, besides the issue of attachment is one of expectation, and projections. Your point of power is in the present moment, but if your consciousness is in the past, lamenting about what you lost, or projecting into the future and lost hopes, dreams and desire, what you could have had what you expected. Life is a journey, like a river flowing where time and space are moving. What you experience in one moment is not the same, as in the next moment as time and space have moved on, and you can’t go back. Since birth, we have been taught and programmed to believe that our happiness and self-worth depends on people, place and things. When they are taken away, we feel lost and heartbroken.

SV-117F – Fear of Authority

Besides fear of physical people, places and things, empaths also have fear of non-physical things, one being the word, authority. It begins with our parents, siblings, relatives, friends and moves out for there. Using the present Covid plan-demic as an example of how the government, medical and media use the words “authority” and “expert” as a tool to create the illusion that they have power over those that buy into their fear-mongering tactics, that manipulate herd mentality to follow their dictates.   

SV-116A – Denied Terror and Confrontation

When people are activated into their issues, they go into denial and re-act by either going into a fight, flight or give up mode. If your imprint is to fight, as soon as you’re activated, your denied anger and rage will be triggered. Hidden under your denied anger and rage is your denied terror; what you are afraid of that triggered you. For an empath, a confusing issue is how do you respond to a psychopath coming at you, or a person that you know is loving, but has been activated and is in denied anger and rage.

SV-115H – Betrayal, Doubt and Denial

Betrayal doesn’t just come to you out of the blue. You have doubts and suspicions, but instead of expressing yourself, you deny and carry on hoping that your intuition is wrong. When a feeling of doubt comes up, your mind is consciously aware of the feeling but denies it. The feeling comes up three times in total. When it’s denied expression the third time, like in the game of baseball, you’re out, your mind is in the gap, and it goes on auto-pilot according to its imprints, programs and beliefs. All this happens in the blink of an eye. The key to healing is in spotting and ending one’s denials.

SV-114G – I Am – Religion

When you were born, you weren’t born with any religious beliefs or traditions; they were taught to you by your parents and others. Religion, like government, is organized. Religion tries to be a substitute for spirituality and as such, has rules and Belief Systems (BS) that they use to control you. When you identify yourself as etc., “I Am a Catholic,” you accept their BS as a part of who you are, and not as something that you are experiencing.

SV-113G – I Am – Government

I begin to explain how the government, through your birth certificate that your parents felt obliged to submit to the government, controls you. Your birth name ie, “Jane Doe”, appears on all government documents as “JANE DOE.” The Government is a fictitious entity, an artificial construct and not a person. The secret to the success in being society controllers, is that they have made you believe that Jane Doe is JANE DOE, and that you have to comply to their rules and mandates.

SV-112A – Identifying Denied Rage

Denied anger and rage is the most common form of expression. The anger and rage that is easily identified is where there are verbal threats and/or physical violence. What is harder to identify is when it’s disguised as passive aggressive, where they “act” loving, kind and nice, but underneath it all is their wanting to manipulate and control you. For an empaths that feels the unlovingness, what they need to do, but what is also one of the hardest things to do, is to give yourself the benefit of the doubt by asking the person, “What is your intent?”  Doing that clears the air and their control over you. Narcissists are great ones at using passive aggressive techniques.

SV-111F – Dealing with Aggression

As an empath, part of your fear and terror is that you are unloved, rejected, threatened and attacked, just to name a few issues. Those that are attacking you might be physically aggressive or passive aggressive. Their attack is two-fold. One is to have you activated into your denied fear so that they can manipulate and control you so that they can feed on the love energy that you are denying. And the second reason is that as long as you are in denial and fear their disproval and wrath, you will not express the love that you are, as the presence of love terrifies them.

SV-110H – Trying to be Accepted

The most common heartbreak for an Empath is the lack of love, of being accepted. Empaths try to fit in, but unbeknownst to them, they’re trying to fit in with people that are not loving. The real problem is that you’re afraid to challenge the unloving people that you are trying to fit in with, that are controlling and manipulating you. Instead, you try to be like them and that doesn’t feel good either.

SV-109G – I Am – Worth and Identity

Society bases ones identity and worth on their vocation and financial status. Becoming aware that this does not define who and what you are, is an important step to self-empowerment.

SV108G – I Am

SV108G – I Am

Empaths forget that they’re a spiritual being having a physical experience and are not what society (the system) identifies them as. By buying into a false identity, like “I am a carpenter” etc, you set yourself up to the belief that what you are experiencing is who you are, and in that, you judge your self-worth by how much money you earn to make a living.

SV107A – Anger and Rage

SV107A – Anger and Rage

 

There are many forms of anger and rage. Most of the anger and rage that is expressed is denied anger and rage. While you may be a person of loving essence, when you are in denial, the anger and rage that you express is unloving. You do have loving anger and rage, but the difference between the two is that unloving anger and rage wants to attack and control another, whereas loving anger and rage is there to protect you from unloving anger and rage.

SV106H – Heartbreak and Grief

SV106H – Heartbreak and Grief

Grief is the feeling of loss, of a person, place or things, There are several aspects involved in grief and heartbreak, the first being shock and disbelief, followed by denial, pain, remorse, guilt, anger, bargaining, and then acceptance. After the initial process, it starts all over again but not in a similar pattern. Underlying heartbreak is an attachment to the person, place or thing that fulfilled you, that gave you pleasure or happiness in some form or another. Attachments are not loving, while having a connection is loving.

Vlog – SV-105G – People Pleasers

Just an intro to a HUGE topic, and one that Empaths can relate to.

A common trait of empaths is that they go through life putting other peoples feelings and needs ahead of theirs in order to make them happy, believing that that makes them a kind and loving person.

Vlog – SV-104F – Fear of Water (2)

 

SV -104F – Fear of Water (2) is an addition to the previous video SV-103F.  I’m finding it difficult to cover all that I want to say, as I could write a book just on fear… The other thing is that fear and terror are not stand-alone issues, as there is also anger and rage and heartbreak issues involved, as real healing is a multi-layered process. And even if you may deal with the combination, that’s not to say there is more that needs to be resolved at a later time and place.

When one has a fear of say, “water,” water is not the problem. The problem is the unresolved traumatic “experience” that you had with water. How you heal the fear is to have an experience that will shock and activate you. When that happens, if you can have the awareness that it isn’t the “same” experience that traumatized you, that it’s an opportunity for you to re-live that shocking moment and feel and express everything that was denied, healing can happen. Later, you will have another experience with water, but this time you will have the awareness that you are not “re-acting,” but are “responding” to the experience.

Vlog SV-103F – Fear (Fear of Water)

In this video, I discuss fear and its many forms, in particular, fear of water. I created a “Table of Contents” on my website shenreed.com  where you can also get more information on my blogs, books and these videos. You can also clink on Vlogs in the menu.

Fear is like a door, behind which are lost parts of your emotional being. Most fears can be traced back to an unresolved traumatic experience, where you denied and suppressed the feelings and emotion you were having in the moment. Later, and until the issue is resolved, avoiding facing your fear creates anxiety and also limits your and others life experiences. Opening the door takes love and courage and with that intent, healing is possible.

 

Vlog SV-102G – Intent to Heal

To heal and empower yourself, you have to be willing to do what you’ve never done before, and includes doing the opposite of what you have been doing. You need to challenge everything you believe to be true, especially about love, life and your feelings and emotions. Intent has to be real and heartfelt, or it’s just an act.

SV-102G Intent to Heal – is my second Vlog dealing with the Empath’s dilemma. I created a “Table of Contents” on my website shenreed.com  where you can also get more information on my blogs, books and these videos.

Vlog SV-101 – The Empath’s Dilemma

My name is John Rieger but I also go by my pen name, Shenreed. I’m an empath, so I know what an empath goes through. Years ago, when my personal and small business world collapsed, I became frustrated with my life and traditional dogma and began my spiritual journey, my search for truth, love, and the meaning of life.

My metaphysical journey is an eclectic blend of science and spirituality. where I’n both the observer and the subject, and when I think I have a solution, I submerge myself in the experience to know if my hypothesis is accurate and valid. After years of trial and error, I discovered that my so-called negative feelings and emotions were not the cause of my problems and issues, or my flaws or weakness, but were my power, and were directly related to my denials of them. The problem with denial was that my problems and issues were being reflected to me. When I ended my denials and replaced self-hatred with self-love, my reality shifted. I was excited to share the tools and insights I experienced and subsequently wrote and published three books, as well as creating my website and blogging.

The intent of these vlogs is to help other empaths understand and heal their emotions and issues and to empower themselves. While we all have different experiences, the so-called “negative emotions” are universal. Some of the issues empaths have are that they believe they have to control their feelings and emotions to make others happy an be accepted. They are also targeted by unloving Narcissists using gaslighting techniques to manipulate and control them

Modern medicines “mental health” approach is of no use to an empath. The approach they use is basically cognitive therapy to maintain a “positive” attitude and failing that, they put you on prescription drugs. With no real help, empaths turn to food, alcohol, cigarettes, drugs, work, exercise, pets, hobbies, religion, etc, to help them cope with their reality.

Empaths have gifts and talents and by far, the most important one is the ability to feel the presence of loving and unloving energy. They also have the ability to feel what another person is experiencing and feeling, and often take on these emotions and then feel drained. They also possess psychic abilities like clairvoyance, clairaudience, etc., but fear to share them.

These are just some of the issues and topics I’ll be addressing in my vlogs that I hope will serve as an inspiration and a self-help tutorial to enable Empaths to begin to understand and heal and empower themselves. I plan to host them on YouTube and BiitChute and my websites. For quick reference, they will have a title and an ID number. I also plan on making them from 3-5 minutes in length, as I’d like them to be more of a “food for thought” tutorial where you need to begin to put the pieces of the puzzle together for yourself.

Well, it’s taken me a while, but I finally did it. This is my first Vlog and making the video was, and is, a learning curve, so forgive any amateurishness. The videos are going to be a replacement for the fourth book, “The Empath’s Dilemma” that I was going to write 7 years ago, but never did for multiple reasons. I’ll be creating a Table of Contents on my website shenreed.com  where you can also get more information on these videos.

Says 487 – Sheeple – Amazing and Amusing

I find it amazing and amusing how the sheeple follow their political masters… I was going to add “alarmed”, but after two years of warnings, alarmed is no longer relevant. When their freedom and health are threatened with an orchestrated covid plan-demic, they silently obey their puppet masters (political, health and media); and after almost two years oppression, abuse and chicanery, there finally comes a whimper of protest and support when the truckers start to take a stand against the establishment; that dissipates and is abandoned when they are intimidated by local police and UN mercenaries and a show of force.

BUT.. Lo and behold… Now that the political leaders and media report that Russia has invaded the Ukranine, and the political leaders condemn the actions of Russia; the same sheeple that were being oppressed, suddenly applaud the actions of their abusive leader and bleat approval through their masks, and protest in numbers. There are also no repercussions to any protesters by the political leaders as there were with the truckers.

As long as there is a big enough distraction to take the sheeple’s minds off their personal dilemma, (if they even recognize it as that) and they can offer sympathy and support to others that they deem to be less fortunate, they are happy; but, only if those being oppressed are half a world away and not in their front yard.

I see no end to this cycle of denial and madness, except that it continues to spiral downwards and burns itself out; thus ridding the Earth of the puppet masters, their puppets and those that support them through their indifference, apathy, passivity, denials and lack of self-love to ensure their survival.

Says 486 – Ending personal denials and the facade

You don’t love unloving light by ignoring it, or agreeing and trying to befriend it to try to get it to change, to be more loving. You love it by calling it out and being true and loving to yourself, your Will, that just happens to be the only part of your Being that can identify it for what it is. Any other attempt is like trying to pick up a piece of shit by the clean end.

It doesn’t matter if it’s a Denial Spirit, or a Love Spirit in denial, they are treated the same way with self-love coming first. By self-love, I mean for your Will that can feel the unloving light and its intent and denials in each encounter and allowing your Will (intuition, feelings and emotions) unconditional expression.

                          You’re trying to please people that can’t be pleased                                                                 and help people that can’t be helped.

Says 485 – Dual reality ending.

This is my first post for 2022. It’s a Channeled Message that I got 2021 July 23 – 6:20 am

The mixing of the two realities, of duality, is coming to an end. Loving essence desiring life, expansion and freedom, and unloving essence that desires compression, death and loss of consciousness; will each have what they desire. No longer will there be the pressuring and over-powering of each, trying to force the other to be like them.

Those that desire light, life and love will now let go of all that does not seek it, that is within them and upon them, so that their light can shine and they can reclaim their power and essence that they either gave to others, or that others took from them.

There will be chaos and turmoil as this separation occurs, as the wheat is separated from the chaff. There will be a gathering of many tribes and colours as they begin to reclaim lost essence and know their destiny path and right place.

Mass consciousness will be replaced by collective consciousness as the community of all that is, all is one, is remembered and formed, or rather, gathered and assembled, like pieces of the puzzle; as the woven fabric, tapestry, of space and time.

The above message ties into one that I got over 20 years ago “Going in Circles”

Says 484 – My last post of 2021

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I’ve decided that this will be my last post for 2021. It’s time to let go of trying to educate people that either can’t, or don’t want to see, hear or talk about what is really going on. If the past two years haven’t been an eye opener as to what is really going on, then there’s no point trying to awaken those that aren’t ready or willing for any number of reasons including the mass conscious imprints, programs and beliefs as explained in the Hitler quote. Denials are ending and the truth is being revealed and for those that choose to remain in denial, it’s their choice and they’ll have to take responsibility for their choices.

Hitler’s quote offers key insights into how-to unplug oneself from the matrix of mass conscious mind control and end the cycle of oppression and abuse. To empower yourself, you need to do the opposite of what you have been doing. The present system can’t be fixed by using the same mindset that created it; where lies, omittance, avoidance, denial and heartless are the order of the day.

It’s been difficult letting go of trying to get society to see and feel what I see and feel, but I feel I’ve spent enough time on that, and now it’s time to move on. I’ll not be posting topics on covid, its “variants,” the “vaccines,” lockdowns, or what the governments, medical, media and military are doing or planning to do. I’ve been procrastinating long enough, and in the new year I’ll be changing the format of my blog focusing on healing all aspects of our being and in self-empowerment. Part of the new format twill include personal vlogging.

See you in the new year.

 

Says 470 – A woman taking her power back

It’s nice to see women taking their power back from sexist men that view them as sex objects. Sure, some guys will say it’s just auys doing what guys do and it’s innocent fun… That mentality belongs with the dinosaurs. Time to wake up men… or be like the dinosaurs and go extinct.

This all happened in the moment and there is no discussion… STOP the abuse… PERIOD.

Says 430 – Done with Facebook, moving to MeWe

I’ve had it with Facebook and their fascist tactics. Over the past few months, I had several posts fact-checked and labeled as false, or deleted because they did not comply to community standards. Finally, they banned me for a month and I just out a few days ago. I was banned for posting this meme of Germany and mask wearers.

A friend suggested MeWe a few months ago, and while I joined, I was reluctant to start over. I feel that now it’s time to not only start over, but also time for a change and that I’ll be heading in a new direction. I’m no longer going to try to wake people up to the present unloving and corrupt old world reality. I’ve been posting for years and if they can’t see and feel it by now, so be it. Instead, I’m going to focus on connecting with other like-minded and like-feeling people and help create a new reality. How? I don’t know…. yet. The old world reality is and will collapse, and like the phoenix, the new reality will emerge from its ashes.

I’ve also started two groups at MeWe. One is called the Heart Centre that deals with feeling, healing and understanding emotions and much more, and the other is a RUOW (Right Use Of Will) group for those working with those books. If you care to join me at MeWe, my link is shenreed  My previous post says 428 was the beginning of my new path.

Says 429 – You must trust and believe people – NOT

I know that many people believe this meme to be a truth, but when you really look at it, you begin to see the flaws in that logic and ideal.

Firstly, you must trust and believe in yourself, or all else is meaningless; because if you don’t, then like the meme states, you put your trust in others to save you or whatever you feel it is that you can’t do but they can.

If you have ANY doubts about what the other person’s intent is by what they say or do, or doesn’t say or do, you need to ask direct questions to clear the air. Also, don’t just go by what the person says or does, FEEL if what they are saying and doing feels genuine and loving. If not, state what you feel and ask more direct questions.

By asking direct questions, you’ll uncover their true intent, Quite often they are trying to control or manipulate you in some way through the use of lies, omission, avoidance and denial, and these are often coupled with intimidation, withdrawal, or the use of guilt or shame to get you to believe and trust them and give them your power by way of your denials of self

I have a saying… “if in doubt, give yourself the benefit of the doubt.” They might not like it, but your purpose in life is not to please and make others happy at the expense of yourself.