Category Archives: Medical – Drugs

Says 371 – Imagination and what is real.

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The following image and text appeared on my Facebook timeline and I thought I’d share it and add my comments.

<Quote> “To say that a thing is imaginary is not to dispose of it in the realm of mind, for the imagination, or the image making faculty, is a very important part of our mental functioning. An image formed by the imagination is a reality from the point of view of psychology; it is quite true that it has no physical existence, but are we going to limit reality to that which is material? We shall be far out of our reckoning if we do, for mental images are potent things, and although they do not actually exist on the physical plane, they influence it far more than most people suspect.”

~ Dion Fortune                                                 Art: Zarina Situmorang <End quote>

The modern day “mentaloid” medical establishment and especially psychologists need to wrap their heads (Minds) around this. Memorized information can also be said to be imaginary as it’s a construct of the Mind. Example  2 + 2 = 4. There is no immediate physical proof that it exists, yet we believe it to be true. The same holds true for not only imagination, but also ones feelings and emotions. As an example, sadness and depression can’t be considered any less valid than happiness and excited, and while these are attributes of the psyche, they can also and be displayed in a physical manner. The labels that the positive “feel good” ones are acceptable and the so-called negative ones are not, are judgments based in ignorance. The mentaloid medical establishment still considers feelings and emotions to be a construct of the mind; to be controlled by it, and that concept and belief is seriously flawed. It’s time for the so-called medical establishment to end their authoritarian BS (Belief Systems) and get real, or move out. – Shenreed

Says 366 – The Beast exposed?

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This post ties in to my previous post Says 365 – The Mark of the Beast 666   After I posted it, I’ve been thinking that the Mark of the Beast is involved in every aspect of our society, and as such, everyone is affected. Everyone is marked with unloving intent of the Beast in some way or another by our imprints, programs and beliefs. Whenever we lie, omit, avoid and deny being honest and forthright in our response to an experience, we are serving the Beast. We may think we are being real, honest and forthright, but that is mostly based on what we believe love is and our judgments of what we believe to be the truth.

What is wrong with this world (society) is that the unloving and as yet, unknown denial spirits are in a position of power and are running the various aspects of our society through puppet leaders put in a position of “authority”. While they have their authority rank and file, like the military, they also have their minions, the  “Order Followers” who are “just doing their job.” These minions are an integral part of the system as without them, their power and rule would fall as there would be no ne to carry out their orders. It’s been a long and subtle process of dumbing down society and also of creating an environment of conflict and division, creating a social mentality of we against them and survival of the fittest.

Mass consciousness is stirring and people are slowly beginning to realize that they are living an illusion and are being played like puppets. Denials are being exposed and becoming so blatant and obvious, that only those deep in a deeps state of denial will claim there is no problem, and those are the ones that remain marked. As its been said before, when the power of love overcomes the love of power we will know peace; not only peace, but we will able to experience a reality that we have never experienced in all our existence.

Says 364 – What you don’t know about Doctors can hurt you

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I bet you thought doctors were just trying to help heal you when writing all those prescriptions; Didn’t you?

Of course they also get paid for referrals to other SPECIALISTS and for Ultrasounds, X-rays, MRI’s and CT scans.

I almost forgot, they get paid double for Flu, Measles, Shingles, HPV, vaccinations type shots..
1 – The government
2 – By the pharmaceutical companies, with BIG bonuses if they meet the target… >>>> ESPECIALLY<<<<< with child vaccinations that are repeated…

There is no money in curing a patient … and therefore, it’s BAD for business… But there is money in having repeat customers… and that…. is GOOD for business. Did you catch the use of the words, patients and customers? If you did; good for you. Here are some websites that will open your eyes.

https://www.cbc.ca/news/health/pharmaceutical-drug-company-doctor-physician-payment-disclosure-transparency-1.4169888

https://nationalpost.com/news/canada/canadian-drug-companies-agree-to-divulge-how-much-they-pay-doctors-health-groups

https://www.cbc.ca/news/health/doctors-pharmaceutical-funding-1.4164625

Says 356 – When illegal become legal

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It’s a sad state of affairs that this corrupt cancer has been allowed to grow in society and gradually overtake any sense of moral values. This article: 12 Words from the Wrong Side of the Law   outlines the actions that were once consider illegal, but now are common place. The practices still go on, but now they have sugar coated with the words with the ubiquitous term Lobbyist.  Of course the various levels of government and the legal and law enforcement system, who are supposed to admonish any legal wrong doing, are in fact, the ones that are at the core of this wide scale corruption. Lobbyist are hired by corporate or private interests to “court” government politicians, bureaucrats and their agencies, as well as all members of the legal and law enforcement system to accept “favors” in return for doing favors. In other words, you have a “john” (sex trade term) looking for a prostitute. If they can’t get what they want with money, (and there is lots of that) they will use threats and intimidation.

Of course, this process has been gradual, and with political and legal double speak being the norm, society has slowly allowed this insidious monster to creep into their daily lives, where the interests of corrupt corporations and individuals are put ahead of the needs of the individual and society in general. This infiltration has taken place with more rules and laws being passed that favor corporations, and other self-interest factions, while limiting personal freedom. This “lobbying” applies to every aspect of society, and no sector, not even religion, is immune.

Says 340 – Perception is a Commodity

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Advertising and marketing doesn’t just apply to products that we buy, it also includes ideas and beliefs. If “they” can persuade you to buy what they are selling, you are hooked as a consumer (customer) and will blindly follow them with no questions asked. Why? Because you think you have gained something that you didn’t have before. Politics and religion are prime examples of this type of marketing approach but it includes every aspect of our society.

Food for thought… or not.

Says 327 – Going down the rabbit hole

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I’ve known the system was corrupt for a long time, but I didn’t know just how corrupt and evil it was until I began having personal experiences dealing with various organizations within the social system. My first experience began when I was around five or six years old and what I saw, heard and felt when confronted with religious dogma and rhetoric of the Catholic Church that tried to use various methods to control the parishioners, who in turn, tried to control others, which of course, included my parents. They want you to speak the truth, but only the truth that fits their version of the truth, along with your blind obedience to their dictates. Speaking your truth is not what they want to hear, especially if it concerns them. It culminated with my disobeying my parents, school teachers, principal, school priest, parish priest and the  local dioceses arch bishop, that culminated (when my mother’s eyes were opened) with our family being excommunicated from the church, and my siblings and I being expelled from the Catholic school.

Since then, I’ve had many more confrontations with so-called authority figures; in the workplace, with corporations, and with governments and their countless agencies. All my life I’ve been told that I have a problem with authority and that I’m a shit disturber. I’ve realized that I don’t have a problem with so-called authority, but with the bullshit that comes out of their mouths that they would have me swallow. When I refuse and shove it back in their face, they don’t like it. That’s also where the label of “shit disturber” comes from.

The people that have set themselves up as voices of authority, that make and enforce the laws, aren’t subject to the same laws as they have privilege, immunity, and entitlement, then it’s not a law, but a covert scheme to gain power and control over those that they think are beneath them. They use cunning and stealth to beguile and confuse their victims with words and promises to get the desired effect of compliance and obedience, but if that fails, they don’t pause to turn to the use of threats and intimidation. During the past three years since my motor vehicle accident, I’m seeing just how corrupt the government, big business, the legal and the medical system are. The further I go down this rabbit hole, the more my eyes are opened to the truth that has been hidden, and I have to say, it’s not pretty.

Says 324 – Cognitive Dissonance – The unseen role of denial.

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I had posted this topic before Says 318 – Cognitive Dissonance & Misinformation but I didn’t realize until this morning that cognitive dissonance is so persuasive and in control of our society. Initially, I related it with politics and religion, but it is far more insidious than that as its vile tentacles reach into the very core and heart of our being.

Cognitive dissonance is when you’re basically an honest and loving person, and you know the truth and the difference between right and wrong, but have now changed to the opposite polarity, that of denial and unlovingness. Where this gets twisted and unloving is when one has been coerced, either though monetary gain, indoctrinated, or is just innocently willing to help another that seems to be in trouble to tell a lie, or a little white lie as it’s sometimes called. They tell the lie and then repeat it enough times and soon enough they begin to believe the lie is the truth. If asked, they will have either forgotten their own truth, or they choose deny it. They have been corrupted into being in denial and living a lie, and even worse, they are oblivious to that fact and will defiantly state otherwise.

Now getting down to the nitty gritty. Like I said, I originally equated it with politics and religion, but it is everywhere in society. Military, police, lawyers, judges, financial institutions, media, education, science, technology, industry, food, water, medical, doctors, pharmaceuticals, energy, transportation, etc.. Basically, anyone that is in the “work force” is living a lie. They are told how to do things if they want to keep their job, and even though they know that what they are doing is wrong, a lie and unloving, they still do it and will defend their actions, even if their only reason for doing so is that they are just, “doing their job and following orders.” So when you spend so much of your time “living a lie,” is it any wonder you can’t make the changes you would like in your life,  without a major shift in your consciousness that is terrifying, as it goes against everything that you believe to be true.

Says 321 – Death is not what we have been lead to believe.

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The medical establishment is finally catching up to the fact that death is not what they have thought it to be, and they are just scratching the surface. There is a lot more that happens and our current medical practices are actually barbaric.

Here is a link to the video

https://www.facebook.com/shen.reed/videos/1696296147129261/

 

Says 315 – Authority – But it’s illegal

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I‘ve known for years that there is bullshit going on in Society, but until it smacks you in the face PERSONALLY it seems unreal and distant, like a story you heard others repeat. The Insurance companies, doctors, medical experts, government, police, lawyers, etc., that I‘ve had to recently deal with, have really hit this issue home. How CORRUPT the SYSTEM really is and how much denial is present in everyday interactions with these Denial Spirits or love Spirits in denial.
They are everywhere and the people you TRUST, that you have been told and believe they are there for you – AREN’T. They are there for themselves, either with greed to get as much power and gelt as they can, or they are just following orders and doing their job to get money to survive. Either way, they aren’t being honest and real and are just putting on an ACT that may have some part-truths, but only enough to get you to trust THEM and doubt yourself, and in that they have power over you. Of course, now I’m speaking up and calling bullshit when I see and smell it, and guess what happens? NOTHING! They either don’t comment or reply, or they change the subject. This latest exchange is with the person that represents me as a so-called lawyer and legal advisor. I won’t say too much as those that know, know what I mean, and those that don’t. – well – keep on guessing. LOL

Says 313 – The stage has been set.

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People now hide from the truth

I feel the stage has been set and that the show is about to begin. Even though denials, lies and corruption have been, and continue to be exposed, it seems that only a few have been quickened and are aware of the lie and illusion they have been living. It seems that most, unless it’s directly happening to them, continue to live life as if there was nothing wrong in the world. I feel that is all about to change in 2018. It will not happen suddenly, but like a volcano, the pressure is increasing and when it does, there will be few, if any, that will not be directly affected.

The Old System is about to collapse and that affects all elements of society. There will be scrambling to try to maintain and save the old, but it will be short lived and futile. Prepare to see what has been covered up and denied for decades, as more deep seated secrets are being exposed to the light of love. These revelations will rattle social beliefs to their very core.

 

Says 312 – The Social System – the Matrix

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The social system is an artificial construct. It’s a “presence” that has no life essence of its own. It only exists because of the energy that we, as society, are willing to give it. We give it life, a means to exist, by willingly feeding into the programs and beliefs that we accept as truth. The system is a tool used by those that walk among us, pretending to be like us with unloving intent. They are a gang, a brotherhood of thugs whose members have set up different artificial social fronts, that, while they look real and are there to serve society, they are there to serve themselves. While they seem to be independent social constructs, they are all connected to the backroom rulers who are monitoring events unfold. What connects them, besides this artificial network of social reality is the love, their love of power and of control.

The laws, rules, conditions, policies and procedures they write and enforce on the general public do not apply to themselves as they have PIE. Privilege, Immunity and Entitlement. While they may say they are subject to the same laws, what they don’t say is that they aren’t punished if they break them. Politicians, bureaucrats, agencies, police, lawyers, military, education, media, banks, industry, doctors, religions, pharmaceuticals, hospitals, food, water, energy, gas and oil, etc, etc, all have PIE, when it comes to being responsible for their words and actions that affect the rest of society and the planet. They all have INTERNAL departments that oversee any so-called discretion’s that has caught the public eye. Politicians have an internal review process. Police police the police. Lawyers govern themselves as do those in the list I mentioned. Corporations write bogus policies, claims and policies that instead of being checked and corrected by so-called government agencies for accuracy, health and safety, are instead, rubber stamped and put into law.

Saying that something is illegal or the law is an attempt to get you to acknowledge that they have authority over you and that you are compelled to obey their demands. Laws are arbitrary dictates used to control the general population, and are not universal standards of morality. Until laws and the penalties for breaking them are applied equally to one and all, including the “ruling class” with their Privilege, Immunity and Entitlement, they remain the tools of social injustice.

Says 309 – Why the system is as evil as it is

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This meme popped up on my Facebook news feed and I felt I need to share it as it expresses my point of view, not only with the police, but in all the ten categories that I identified in my previous post “Says 305 – The Beast.”  that are shown in the second image. As long as the order followers are willing to carry out the orders of the power hungry psychopaths in a position of power, they are bad, “unloving” by way of their choice. As the old cliché states, “If you are not part of the solution, you are part of the problem.”

The biggest problem is, and this is my guess-timate, that 60% of the people work in some form of government or in the myriad of agencies that are directly and indirectly associated with the various forms of government. Corrupt politicians and bureaucrats are involved with the rest of “the Beast.” and so it affects everything and everyone. Bad corporations hire bad lawyers to make bad laws that are approved by bad bureaucrats and politicians, and enforced by bad police, covered by bad media, and the list goes on and on.

 

Says 308 – The power of love vs the love of power

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The Power of Love vs the love of power

No longer obeying and playing by the rules, doesn’t mean that one needs to physically revolt and fight those in a position of power; unless that is what you think/feel is necessary. To truly oppose those in a position of power, you need to realize that their power is derived from your, and societies, denials and belief that you are compelled to obey the laws that they have set forth as truth, and willingly accept that they have authority over your sovereign being. It’s your beliefs, judgments, fear and denials that give them the power to do what they have been, and are doing.

But, there is always the proverbial but, you can’t change the outer reality until you change your inner reality, and that means letting go of your old beliefs and judgments and also ending your denials of expressing yourself when you feel you are being controlled and manipulated. All this is the OPPOSITE of what you have been doing and that is where the POWER of LOVE comes into play. Those that have a LOVE of POWER fear the POWER of LOVE, as it means that they now have no power over you as you are not giving it to them by way of your denials. Ending your denials ends their source of power. The power of love (self-love) overcomes the love of power. Simple, but if it were that simple the world would not be in the state it is. Talking the talk is easy, but walking the talk isn’t, as it goes against everything that you believe is true, and it’s also something that you have never done before so you don’t know if it works or not.

Know that most people are denial spirits or spirits in denial, and so the truth will feel like hatred to them. They will use any means to get you to deny expressing your truth as they need you to be in denial so that they can continue to have power over you. Some of the techniques they will use are intimidation, interrogation, oh poor me, withdrawal, guilt and shame. If you still have any issues with others using these tactics on you, then you still have some inner work to do before you are ready to test it in your outer reality.

Says 307 – Stop playing their game

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The system is rigged by those that are secretly in control, but say they are not.  As I posted in “Says 305 –  The Beast.” Everyone from (1) the politicians in government down to those private corporations in the (10) service sector, all have a hidden agenda that relies on obedience to the rules they have established to maintain control over those that would use them.

Think about how there are two sets of rules and laws, one for them, and one for everyone else. By “them” or the “otherkin,” I mean those that have PIE – (Privilege, Immunity and Entitlement.) They are self-regulating and governing and are not held “accountable” for their words or deeds. Politicians, bureaucrats, religious officials, military, police, lawyers, financial institutions, media, and the list goes on and on, are not subject to the same laws that apply to the rest of us, and even when they are, the punishment is definitely not the same.They play the game and make the rules as to how we are supposed to play, but the game is rigged in their favor, as the rules don’t apply to them, and they also change them in their favor.

We have been brainwashed to believe that this is the way it is and has always been, and that we can’t change the system or the game. But that is a false belief. We are more powerful that we give ourselves credit for. As corruption, lies, and denials are being exposed, the truth is disabling those in a position of power and control, and enabling those that have been oppressed. The tables are turning, as we are learning to no longer play by or OBEY their rules

Says 305 – The “Beast”

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The New World Order

I modified this image and added the text a few years ago as part of my attempt to try to put some of the pieces of the puzzle together. Don’t get me wrong in quoting the bible, as I’m not religious by any means, it’s just a couple of verses that stuck with me.

The reason I’m posting this now is that almost three years ago, I had a car accident, where a woman ran a red light and I broadsided her. My SUV was totaled. I didn’t have any broken bones, but suffered hearing loss, TMJ, whiplash, soft tissue damage and lower back injuries.

Anyway, I got a letter from my lawyer, notifying me of a “Discovery” meeting regarding the tort claim. He submitted a couple pages of what to expect at this meeting. The process starts with a swearing in to tell the truth, and that activated my issues with so-called “authority,” figures that have immunity, privilege, and entitlement, and are not governed by the same rules that the rest of us are supposed to follow and OBEY.

It brought up all that is wrong with this world; the denial spirits that run it and all those Order Followers who are “just doing their job” that are part of the system. When I look at all those involved in the system, (the BEAST) it’s no wonder that I feel overwhelmed and that the Earth is in the shape it’s in.

Why this is activating me is because it will be me against the system. By that, I mean that it will be my opportunity to heal a lot of issues including expressing my feelings and emotions, and challenging old imprints, programs and beliefs, that I know they will try to suppress and deny. Speaking my truth and “walking my talk” in the presence of those that will try every trick to manipulate and control me is terrifying. A few years ago I had the unpleasant court experience where I discovered first hand, the power of denial. Now it will be an opportunity to see if I will repeat, or, witness the power of love.

Says 273 – The false idols people worship

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In this increasing dumber down society, the role of the media as a tool to control the masses is becoming clearly evident. Distraction is the name of the game, and electronic perception becomes reality. With the exponential development of electronics, there seems no end to the ways and means that the media can use to program whatever message they want into the mindset of the masses.

If the thousands of religions wasn’t enough to worship an external power and distract them from their daily lives, they now have a myriad more to choose from. Don’t get me wrong as I am far from religious, but here are a few images that show how people have become distracted and are fervent followers and worshipers of people, places or things that they hold above themselves. Take away their idol; what gives them a sense of identity and commonality with others of the same beliefs, and their world collapses.

Says 271 – Bananas Infected with AIDS Virus?

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I love bananas but recently I’ve found two with weird stuff in them like in the picture. I don’t know if I have inadvertently eaten any, but I know that from now on, I will be cutting my banana in half lengthwise before taking a bite.

I saw a red-purplish spot in the banana after I peeled it and thought it was a bruise, but there was no indication of one on the peel. I broke off a chunk and saw this inside. I can’t remember the banana brand, but it was either Chiquita or Dole. It’s bad enough that we have GMO products, but now they are purposely injecting disease into our food. WTF is the world coming to?

PS: Seems I was jumping to conclusions – and that it “appears” to be a fungus…  None the less, I’ll be more wary of this issue..

Says 270 – New Cause for Depression – NOT

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Unexpressed emotions cause a chemical imbalance in the body, not the other way around. – Shenreed

When I first saw this post on my Facebook page and the caption I thought FINALLY….. …… the truth be known. It’s not a chemical imbalance, but an allergic reaction to ABUSE and BULLSHIT.  But then when I opened the link – DAH! Surprise….. It’s not ABUSE and BULLSHIT… it’s INFLAMMATION, which in reality, is a part-truth as that assumption is also BULLSHIT. Because the current anti-depressant DRUGS are not working and have serious side-effects, it’s an attempt to get people with unresolved mental/emotional issues to take anti-inflammatory drugs that are also known to have serious side-effects. But, because it is a NEW and different approach it is being heralded as a medical breakthrough in health care industry.

A patient cured is a customer lost – Shenreed

All this is just moving from one drug (chemical) to another without really looking for the CAUSE. Modern medicine focuses on treating symptoms and not addressing the root cause of an issue because there is no MONEY in a patient that is healed. Even inflammation, the new “boogie man” that the so-called medical establishment is pointing its fingers at is not the cause of illness, as inflammation is the body’s response and attempt to heal itself from an injury or infection, characterized by pain, swelling, redness and heat.  Anti-inflammatory and pain killers just numb the mind to the pain and do nothing to help the body heal. In fact, the body now has to deal the side-effects of the drugs.

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Says 267 – Refusal to break habits

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I find it interesting that even though Mike died of lung disease caused by his heavy smoking, there are four other men in my building that are still at it. I asked Danny why he doesn’t quit his two pack a day habit and he just shrugs it off. A woman that is a friend of Danny’s told me that he has to stop sometimes when he is walking up the slight hill from Tim Horton’s where he gets his coffee. That should be a wakeup call for him, but apparently not. I spoke to the other guys and they were basically in the same frame of mind. One guy was smoking the E-cigarettes  for a while, but he started coughing so he quit them and went back to tobacco cigarettes. The other guys smoke about the same, from one and an half to two and a half packs per day.

Not only is it a health issue, but the cost as well. Cigarettes in Ontario cost about $12.00/pack of 20, so that is $24.00/day and that works out to $24 x 7= $168/week or $720.00/month. That is more than he pays for rent. Oh Well, it’s their life and their choice.

Says 263 – And Life Slips Silently Away

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11:00 am – I got the news today that Mike, the man I mentioned in my previous post “Death Comes Knocking” died yesterday afternoon. The comments were that if he had lived, he would need to be in a Nursing Home as he would need a constant supply of oxygen just to breathe. He would also need a colostomy bag and constant care and monitoring. The person that told me the news said that Mike said he could not live like that and so he chose to leave.

3:00 pm – While I don’t feel any grief over Mike’s passing, it does leave me pondering our physical body and life.  Our Body is our temple, our form, with which we experience life. Once it is gone, so is that part of our journey, our experience. It makes me realize just how precious our physical body is and how ignorantly and carelessly we abuse it for any number of reasons.

What if? What if we knew we only have one Body and one chance to explore and experience physical reality? Would we be so careless with our Body? We take death of the physical body for granted, as part of life, but death is NOT a part of life; it is the absence of life.  When you really think about it it’s also the absence of love. I don’t mean the micro birth and death of the cells in the body that maintain it, I mean on a macro scale, our entire physical form, when we do things that directly affect our Body in a negative way.  I don’t know where this is going but I’m just writing what is coming to my awareness.

Mike’s family was here this morning cleaning out his apartment and loading his stuff onto a couple of pickup trucks. I don’t remember seeing any of them visit him in the four plus years I’ve lived here, but they seemed to know what he had that they wanted as they asked other tenants where this and that were.  It was like they were just waiting for him to die, like vultures. Even though his rent is paid up for the month, it’s not even 24 hours and they are at it, like vultures.

Says 261 – Death comes knocking

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Back on March 21, the man who is acting superintendent of the building I live in was taken to the hospital. He was complaining of being dizzy, nauseous, and having low energy.  He was a heavy drinker and smoker, and not in the best of physical condition, so this trip to emergency was not unexpected. They admitted him and after four days, the doctors finally diagnosed him with double pneumonia and started the appropriate treatment.

After a week, he was still in the hospital and they were doing further tests as he was not responding to their treatments. On April 04, his brother knocked on my door, looking for the landlord so that he could get into the apartment to get some things that his brother wanted. He told me that his brother didn’t look good and that the doctors were waiting to transfer him to the nearest BIG city hospital as soon as a bed was available.

Today, I heard that he had been transferred a couple of days ago, and that they had put him into an induced coma. I also head that yesterday, they brought him out of the coma to operate on him and that his heart had stopped two times during the operation. After the operation, they again put him back into a comatose state.  The doctors told his brother to get his things in order as they felt he was not going to make it, with no further comment.

I have mixed feelings with this. Not that he and I were friends as I really didn’t know him, but my issue is with the hospitals and doctors and the way they have handled the whole thing. I just have an uneasy feeling  that while he was sick, he was not on deaths door….

Says 250 – Bi-polar or Narcissist

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It’s interesting as after the recent realizations and looking back on my life, I seriously doubt that my ex-wife was what the medical establishment classified as bi-polar disorder,  whose classic definition is a series of “emotional” ups and downs, as when they get what they want, they’re happy and when they don’t, they’re sad.

I feel that we both suffered from childhood abuse or neglect, but we learned opposite techniques to try to solve our issues. She, being an only child, she was spoiled (imprinted and programmed) to act out so that she could get the superficial quick fix attention she desired to make her happy. My imprint and program was to do what I could to make others happy, as when they were happy, I was happy in that they weren’t attacking and blaming me.  I now feel she is more of a Narcissist or having what they now LABEL as having NPD (Narcissistic Personality Disorder). Saying that doesn’t mean that I approve or agree with the so-called medical establishment and their diagnosis and clinical solution for a person suffering with any of their labels.
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A person with NDP is narcissistic personality disorder has the following characteristic traits:

  • Having an exaggerated sense of self-importance
  • Expecting to be recognized as superior even without achievements that warrant it
  • Exaggerating your achievements and talents
  • Being preoccupied with fantasies about success, power, brilliance, beauty or the perfect mate
  • Believing that you are superior and can only be understood by or associate with equally special people
  • Requiring constant admiration
  • Having a sense of entitlement
  • Expecting special favors and unquestioning compliance with your expectations
  • Taking advantage of others to get what you want
  • Having an inability or unwillingness to recognize the needs and feelings of others
  • Being envious of others and believing others envy you
  • Behaving in an arrogant or haughty manner

Sure, everyone has their days when they feel fine, and others days that are not so good, and still others that are just bad, but that doesn’t mean we are helpless to overcome these experiences, maybe not in the moment, but when we are ready, and that may take years. Many look for a quick fix with drugs (including prescription) alcohol, smoking, sex, exercise, work, partying, food, hobbies, pets, music, reading, TV, shopping, cleaning, etc., etc.  It took me years to finally not only get to the root cause of some of my emotional issues and problems, but also learn how to heal them.